post #281

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okay im gonna redo the whole post. shall attempt to come up with a better one because my blog seem so dead these days.
things tat i need to update on are : cts, vog and interact camp.

ct1 was horrible. i think i screwed up every paper:( the mcq part was just like a guessing game. how to do 30mcq in 45min! i'll be glad if i pass every paper but i seriously think i will fail econs. (insert alot of sad face). after chem paper, i didnt have the "im so happy tat cts are over" feeling. cox i knw i sure wont do well.

vog was... okay la. it started with me and aly going to the hall for assembly and den finding out tat very little ppl from our class came. but it as expected la. smth made me quite unhappy the night before but aiya, i should just let it go. played floorball and i think it was quite okay. wasnt as bad as i thought although the weird feeling was still there. the cheering competition was quite good and pegasus was overall champion! i expected lynx to win. haha but luckily they didnt. interact meeting after vog because we wanted a serious meeting before the camp.

interact camp was from 16-17march. it was much much better than last year's camp. so glad tat we didnt screw up and most of the j1s had fun. day1 was fun because jas,mendy,hanyi and i were the extraa ppl who were so free and thus we did the grocery shopping and preparation for night games. we were really lucky tat day cox we had free ride to thaipan + auntie there to open the gate for us + bus come when we just reach the bus stop + free umbrella + extra money to buy snacks for ourselves. night games went quite well although the dark classroom wasnt very scary. committee training was quie okay because the service comm were so fast and efficient tat we had time to come up with comm cheer, lynn cheer, self intro etc.kidnap game was... okay la, i think most of them didnt quite get the marble game. and i was like panicking before the games started. tsk, next time must prepare everything earlier. overall i think we did a good job in planning the whole camp although it involved countless emails (totally spam my inbox), meetings, smses blah blah. and i haven type the minutes for the camp debrief yet. lol.

sadly, sch's starting soon. sad

yesterday it dawned on me that gp is extremely extremely impt. yesterday, i found out tat suddenly i feel so unsure of things. yesterday i found out that staying in the hot and stuffy canteen and bearing with all the noise + birthday songs + fashion parade was worthwhile. yesterday i saw the other side of some people . yesterday i found out that i am not good at comforting people (okay actually i knw about this long ago) yesterday after 1210, i did not hear the loud voice and laughter of my fren. yesterday, i set my heart right about something. yesterday, i found new motivation but im not sure if it will last. yesterday, i saw from upstairs, the expressions, the actions and the emotions of people who just collected their results. yesterday, i found out that this girl from my senior class is very very smart. yesterday, i learnt a new lesson. yesterday, my frens gave me a new hope about gp.

its week9 already.
and i suddenly remembered smth. what happen to our friday photo taking sessions? haha. haven been doing tat for a few weeks already hor s32 girls? tats why no photos to post here. but oso good in a way cox yingying says that all i do in my blog is post photos. haha!

been busy with interact camp preparations and i seriously hope tat the camp will turn out well. because we stayed back one day last week till 6plus just to discuss the night games. and i wasted loads of smses on the j1s, answering their questions and blah blah. The j1s attitude towards interact this year is totally unexpected. must use 3 exclamation marks to show how enthu they are about interact. wow. i wonder how long this will last. haha.
and collecting money, counting money, collating attendance is a total bore and time consuming. so xie xie ni aly tan for doing most of the stuff. but u should be glad cox got jan ng to help u and not leave u alone there counting money with the tortoise. so in order to repay me, please specify tat i only eat expensive food. tyvm

Thursday
SPA skill A was quite a terror esp bio. memorising 5 pages of it was very tiring and so so sian. and i managed to finish the whole thing just on time! totally scary man. esp the last few minutes. i kept looking at the clock and praying tat time would pass slower. but yay to me cox i finished ! and its the end of skillA. so happy.

off to airport with gen and shiya to eat and to study before we go for tuition.
ordering too much food, wrong change, sch having excursion, feeling so tired and blah.

friday was cross country and the route felt shorter than 3.3.pegasus dropped from first to last. tsk. lunch after tat with lynn jas aly cindy! and jas pang drank two full cups of water in 17secs! haha (: tat is wad someone like her will do just for a free chocolate.

Cts next week. totally unprepared.

why am i wavering again. i thought i set my mind and heart right long ago.

friendship day was on fri the 13th.i wasnt really looking forward to it cox these few days my mood not very good. was rushing through all the gifts on thur night and guess wad, i slept at 2am. lol baked muffins with my mom and i think it turned out well cox my mother is a pro. haha! had to bring a rather huge paper bag to sch because of 4 people who had bigger presents. and den there was the giving out and receiving of presents. and i think may's letter to me quite funny.

the unexpected gifts received were from the class guys, (my class is cool for the 3rd time, ask me why. haha) and my angel.
thanks to the floorball girls, the class girls, 24ths, and whoever tat gave me presents (:

interact test tube sales wasnt very good but i think we still made money. general meeting after tat followed by scolding from mrs yik. now everyone must follow The List. ha whatever. tea party was quite okay, there were quite alot of interested j1s (:

the next thing to settle now is the march camp. why is interact so busy now.

highlight of the day : seniors meet juniors session.
although we were quite sian diao towards the end, but i think we did a good job today (: esp aladdini rachel wong! haha she is so so funny (: lynn acted as ap transfer student, rachel acted as ip student with the name of aladdini, aly acted as retain student. lynn yeo damn funny she was sms-ing me while pretending to be sleeping. and we were quite successful because alot of the j1s really believed tat got those weird ppl in their class. yay. plus the "running along the corridor and shout s32" was very funny. they look so retarded. but aiya tat was how we looked like last year. today's session was fun :)

so sad for s30 cox they got no junior class den during ct session they were studying for bio mock spa.interact meeting after sch and we stayed till quite late. hopefully our sales on friendship day will be good.

ohoh and i forgot to mention class picnic and mass dance at suntec last fri !! morning was class picnic at ecp while the j1s had sea regeatta. our ct is damn funny i tell u. and he ran off to the toilet halfway and didnt return.LOL. went cycling with some of the class mates and it was fun cox jas pang was very entertaining. haha. didnt manage to cycle from one end of ecp to the other but nvm, still got chance next time. after picnic went to clarice house wit lynette to shower before going suntec. and everyone should thank me for suggesting to go for mass dance tgt cox we had alot of fun ! floorball chain, AH chain, AH cheers and loads of photo taking (: fun fun fun.

lunched with melissa on satuday before tuition. haven seen her for a long long time (:
this fri is gonna be insane with loads of interact stuff. dun understand why must cram everything to one day.

someone tell me wad to write to my mortal.

sch is damn boring this week. pon sch and den kena scolded.wahlao.
today was so damn boring i dunno how to describe. sch end at 11am and den have to wait for cca walkabout which starts at like 2pm. sit in the canteen eat noodles only need like 15min, den wad to do for the rest of the time? stone. ask jas pang entertain me she say she dunno how. all the girls in the class today were just sitting there trying to find topic to talk but cannot last long. all so sian. totally (ttl ! haha rachel wong new phrase) waste time ttm. could have spent it sleeping at home.

the only proper lesson today was one period of math tutorial. the rest was chem and bio enrichment. esters, horrible nail polish smell, smelly gloves and blah blah. plus lynn and rachel going into the air shower room. lol .

and this is wad we do when we were so bored on monday.

MEY

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new phone
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